I was chatting to my Mother today about people having regrets in life. I said that I don't have any regrets about what I chose to do in my life as I have lived my dream. I was not scared to follow my heart and do what I wanted to do, even though most people did not support or approve of the choices I made in life. It was not always an easy path to take, but I could not pretend to be happy doing what others expected of me.
After feeling crap, getting down and depressed and feeling sorry for myself, I am ready to kick start my life! It is time to let go of the low-vibe and fly high again!
So I have my ideal day stuck on the fridge (never mind the fact that the ideal day paper has changed already quite a few times), I have my positive affirmations stuck next to it and I wake up with the best intentions.
WHAT do I eat? Some more research, some more talking, a load more thinking and questioning and analysing (I am definitely good at this) and trying to once again to find the answer with the human mind... And once again I try this, I try that, I do this, I do that and then I am left sooner or later with the same question...
The question is still there... with all this thinking, analyzing, questioning, reading and experimenting you would think I would have the answer! Life would be so boring if we had all the answers wouldn't it?
Oh how I wish I could just wake up feeling vibrant, know what to eat without question, eat the perfect amount when I am truly experiencing real hunger and NEVER over eat, eat simply, eat exactly what I think I SHOULD eat to look and feel my best (even if I am proved wrong in the future!!!) and not have any odd health issues. No candida, no mysterious bloating and babies growing inside of my tummy, no migraines or headaches, no odd aches and pains, no irritability and internal wars, no ugly zits popping up, no weird fungus infections on my fingers, no water retention.
Man I am so sick of food, food, food, what I should eat, what I should not eat, what are the right foods to eat, what are the wrong foods to eat! Sometimes I just wish I never ever picked up a book about nutrition!
So many years of my life have been wasted obsessing about food... If I could have one wish I think I would wish to never think about food again. I wish for the obsession about food and what to eat to just disappear forever! OH WOW! What bliss!